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And I lived; naive and so young.

Monday, 22 April 2013

Bipolar.

Monday blues.
I literally dragged myself out of bed today morning. The most annoying thing was that, my mother kept asking me if I'm going to school. Well of course I am, it's Monday, why wouldn't I? But whenever she ask me that, I'd hesitate.. do I really want to go school? Well, I went. I have to. There is Biology and Chemistry today. My favorite subjects. I really desperately need help with my Chemistry, because honestly, I don't even know what the hell am I doing.... ~~Nothing much happened in school today.~~

I was in my Father's car when I checked twitter for SS5 Brazil's update. It's the first time ever that they're having Super Shows at South America, I feel proud of them. They sang live through out the whole concert today morning. :) And honestly, I felt really happy for the South American ELF. And I found out that Jingrou skipped school today, via twitter. And I was like "chou ren!!". I don't think I'd ever want to miss school again unless I'm really not feeling well or dying.

Well, Alive for the first period today. We were released slightly late, and my English Teacher totally stormed to our class and gave that pissed face... lol. Once we got into his class, he demanded to know what class was it that we were having that ate into his period. We told him Alive of course. And he said he'd inform Mr. Jared Oh about it.. lol I laughed, silently that is. Then we did some editing shit that the students came up with. And sooooo unluckily, mine was chosen.. Then during Lit lesson, we FINALLY got back our Lit Unseen Prose. It's been exactly 4 weeks, yes, I counted. Manage to obtain 18/25, an A2. Not bad considering the fact that it's the first unseen prose we did this year but not really happy as I was aiming for above 20. He gave us Ferlyn's answer as model answer. Her handwriting is soooooo ugly I'm going blind as I read through. HAHA!

I freaking ate 2 tuna bread today, for recess and for lunch. It's so nice. And I'm just way too lazy to walk to the canteen to get myself some proper food. I was hunting Yuan Han down the whole day for some reasons nobody needs to know. And we had Social Studies remedial today after school, in Tapp Room. The aircon was awesome. Not my first time there though, considering the fact that Miss Lim always bring us there for Biology, especially on Fridays. ;)

And I freaking told Xinxuan who do I spazz over, she must have been so ~~hormones~~, I mean, honored. She's the first friend in Temasek I've told. I don't usually associate with people from my school other than those from my CCA and class. hehe. I totally went high on whatsapp with everybody tonight. Especially with Xinxuan and Haowei. I randomly started a conversation with them asking some nonsense and it went on and on and on. And now, my Chem QA2 WS ain't even done!! Well, I suck at Chemistry anyway. And I told Xinxuan that even if he knows about him being special I won't really care. Considering the fact that he's sucha bhb weirdo pie. Oh and Xinxuan & I, and Haowei & I were like trying to figure out how some people know my blog link even though they don't have twitter account and I didn't post the link anywhere else. And prior to that, nobody gave them the link. We freaked out.

MY DAD JUST CAME HOME WITH A BOX OF SUSHI. haha okay, shall go do my homework now. Oh, I screenshot some of the crazily weird conversations I had on whatsapp earlier. Check it out. /cries

Okay, I'm done with blogging about my day. So I'd start talking about how I actually felt today. It's pretty obvious by now if you were to look at my blogpost's title. Haha. I feel really screwed up whenever I'm around her. It's like, we're friends, she's friendly and all. But whenever I see her sticking to ~~someone~~ consistently, I'd just feel shitty. I mean, I wouldn't want to see Sunny hanging on to Sungmin too right? ~~not that it really matters since he's gay4kyu.~~ And I know that she's that kind of girl who would always want to stick to a guy especially if he's handsome, popular or whatever bullshit I don't really care. SHE FREAKING KEEP CLINGING ON TO HIM. ohmagad... :( I really feel like shit when I compare her to myself. She's not exactly drop-dead gorgeous, but still better than me. Oh well. Whatever. I don't really know how is it like to like somebody because, honestly, I feel that I'm still too much of a kid for all these. Yep, I'm still young. 99.9% of my friends in school couldn't tell that I like somebody, but honestly, I'm not sure either. I think, I'd say that I idolize him, because I pretty much spazz over him like how I spazz over OT15. Weeeepz. Not sure if he realizes, but I always stare at him. heeeeeee. I don't think I like him, yep, I don't, I don't ever like people. I just feel that he's cute, and special.

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