Yesterday/Today morning was really weird. Well, I'm supposed to go to school today for 2 hours of Chemistry early in the morning at 8. So.. Last night, I wanted to stay up till I finish my homework (Chem of course), but I went to sleep, at around 10pm I suppose. I woke up at 2am, then I did 4 out of 7 questions in my QA worksheet. I did it on bed. Then I started feeling damn damn tired, so I went to sleep. I woke up again at 4am, I did my question 5(a)(i) then I went back to sleep. Then I woke up at 5:30 am, and I know I'm screwed. So I rushed through the rest of my QA worksheet and started doing self corrections for my Chemistry CA. Managed to get some correct, without referring to textbook or notes, felt goooood. Hehe. I thought we were supposed to go through our mock Chem paper today, so I did that too. It was around 7:10am when I stopped doing the mock paper. I did 2 questions. If I carried on doing, I'd be late for sure. Rushed to school. Super irritated because the route to get to the bus stop to get to school is under renovation(?) not sure, but they opened an alternative road, which is zig-zagged, while the original's just a straight road. The distance covered is a lot more than before okay. Checked iris, they told me that bus 10 is coming in 3 minutes, so I freaking ran. When I reached the bus stop, I checked iris again since the bus wasn't there yet. And it stated "7 minutes" okay, great. Ran for nothing. Rejoice.
Created a Chemistry Whatsapp group on the bus. So much easier to talk to all of them now. Actually, I kinda created the group because I wanted to ask them if they did their mock paper already since I didn't... HEH. Randall was late since he's caught in the rain, so Mrs Teo offered to bring him the umbrella if he needed it. LOL. Went a little too high during Chem, I don't know why. Kept saying YOLO and Swag. I figured that Joey got annoyed. HAHA. And I kept saying a lot of weird and wrong stuffs today, something must be wrong with me. Lack of sleep I think. At first Mrs Teo was like "What do you get if carbon dioxide reacts with calcium hydroxide" I answered her "Carbon dioxide" LOL. And she went "Charmaine! What happened to you? That's the reacting reagent." Then we did our QA Practical. The solution we are supposed to find is actually Aluminium Nitrate I think... but I wrote my answer as "Al(NH3)2" I think. LOL. Because the last test we did we have to test for Ammonia gas, so Idk why, I just wrote that shit. Mrs Teo was like "Charmaine! Come here! What's this?!" LOL, She's so cute. HAHAHA. I think she loves me too much.
After Chemistry, went to the McDonald at Bedok with Erin. Rushed there for their breakfast. And of course, we made it in time. I wanted to order Big Breakfast at first, but I was afraid that I couldn't bite because of my braces. LOL. Hurts like a lil' bitch, but not as bad as the first time round. So I don't know why everybody told me that tightening is more painful compared to just putting it. Because for my case, tightening isn't half as painful as when I first put it on. So I ended up trying the Hot Fudge Hotcakes since Erin said that it looks good and she's getting that too. Changed my drink to milk. Hehe, need some calcium. Anyway, I think it's really cool of me because whenever I order milo from fast food restaurants, I'd say "Ice Milo without ice." HEH. Here's a picture of my Hot Fudge Hotcake to make you droooool.
It's super delicious, but I didn't finish eating it because I'm too full. ;A; The hash brown is soooo good as well. Erin freaking finished all 3 hotcakes. And she was like "I don't usually finish all 3, but I think I'm too hungry today." LOL. She's so cute. So yeah, headed to Bedok Library to study. Gosh it was so packed! So we ended up going to the "Silence Reading Room" or whatever it's called. It's so stress to be in that room okay. It's so so so quiet that every movement you make is so loud that it's so awkward. Saw 2 Temasekians at first when we first went in. I don't know their names nor classes but I know they're Secondary 4 students. Then not long after we started studying, Zach and Brandon came. Zach suddenly tap me on the shoulder and said hi. LOL. Okay it was kinda awkward because I just said hi back and then nothing else. There weren't any empty tables in the room by the time they came so the two of them sat on the sofa.
Erin left earlier because it looked like it was going to rain. Manage to finish revising one chapter of Chemistry today. My weakest chapter - Chapter 20......... LOL. That sucker. Argh. I know, 4 hours on one short Chapter is kinda like a loser, but yeah, I don't think I am a fast learner. Supposed to meet Amilia and Amira but since Amilia forgot to bring my magazine then we didn't meet up. Daddy fetched me after Erin left. went for dinner. Oh, I changed my clothes and shoes in the car, LIKE A FREAKING NINJA. I was wearing school skirt so it's easy to put on my shorts. LOL. Okay, too much details. My mum is so stupid sometimes. I told her to bring my blue polka dots tanktop with my shorts and my green sneakers. She told me she couldn't find. So she ended up bringing me a brown tank top. Brown obviously can't go with green shoes right? So I told her to bring my high cuts and she was like "What's that?" LOL wakao... So I told her "Bring my track shoes with skulls at the side." LOL... Oh and guess what? When I went home, I saw that blue polka dots tank top of mine on the floor in my room. SUCHA BIG PIECE LYING ON THE FLOOR AND SHE'S TELLING ME SHE DIDN'T SEE IT?!?! Argh.
My hand is damn sore from all the typing already. Oh, and I cried reading my manga today. First time!!!! Too much angst I guess. I love stories that are angst-y. And I think vulnerability is a form of beauty. And also, I think I have some really weird thinking, habits, and just really weird things that I say and do.. Y'know in the movies and dramas, there'd always be an antagonist that would notice very little details of the protagonist? I actually hope that someone would actually notice it too, HEHEHEHEHHE. I think I should seriously stop watching too much dramas, reading too many mangas and FF. Makes the whole world looks so unrealistic. Those are things that would only happen in fiction. Oh well.
Lastly, I honestly feel that I should stop trapping myself in yesterday's memories. I should stop looking behind, because, to hell with the past.