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Saturday 12 April 2014
Lost
There's just this one thing about feeling confused and lost, I cannot exactly pinpoint what is it about it but, I do know that I absolutely hate feeling that way. I'm that kind of person that has to plan things out and then execute it accordingly (though I don't usually get if done accordingly, it still feels good to have it mapped out). I really hate it when I'm unsure of what to do or what to feel. URGH. Oh right, I've been wanting to blog about my whole new life in Nanyang, from orientation to class orientation to trying new things out, getting rejected, joining handball, attending lectures, having a certain group of close friends to stick around with in school daily, running errands for the Chemistry teacher, being elected as SL advocate, attempting to improve in things I obviously suck in, gosh, so many things. But obviously I didn't post any because my blog has been dead for so damn long. I'm really lazy to upload the photos using my phone and then resize and rearrange it on my computer etc. I'm really a very lazy person you see. Okay, it's been less than 3 months since I've joined the Nanyang family but so so so many things happened and I feel so overwhelmed by all these emotions. But NO I didn't fall in love, neither did anybody fall in love with me or some typical cliche high school bullshit. I mean, it'd not be bullshit if it happens but nope, it didn't happen, or at least not yet. It's all the other things that makes me feel so overwhelmed, uhm, ranging from making friends and actually losing friend. I'm not entirely sure of how it happened or why it happened but I'm pretty sure it did happen. And that's pretty upsetting. Jc life is pretty hectic and depressing when you can't get shit, or when all you wanna do is sleep.. HAHAHAHA. Okay I'd post some photos next time, lazy..... MEEPS. |