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Friday 24 October 2014

We had our official/most important/first/last dry run with the PW committee today~ We were really anxious at first because this dry run really means a lot to us. Firstly, it's because this is the best opportunity for us to know where we stand. Secondly, we can get another PW teacher's comments on us, rather than just Mr Zhou, I mean, of course it isn't like Mr Zhou isn't good enough or something, it's just that it doesn't hurt seeking a second opinion right? Wore our full uniform today, and some other classes were like asking us why are we wearing full uniform. Apparently, many of them still doesn't know that there is actually an official dry run with the PW committee... This is extremely important and it's scheduled for everybody... Oh well, some people. Lul, my group also brought all our props too, there weren't much to bring though, our skit wasn't really elaborated on. Our main triumph card for "group effectiveness" is actually our video anyway. Oh we also wanted to perform well today because we hoped that we could be sent over to 1422 to present to that class~ And yep, we were chosen~~

Oh yeah, my new kicks for handball training yeah? Why spend so much on some ugly court shoes when you can just get 'em sexy sleek Nike kicks? Oh well, I don't really know much about shoes anyway, I'll just get those that serves whatever purpose it has to serve and those that are vidually appealing. Hehehehe.

And of course, after not eating anything since breakfast, having intense PW from 8:30am in the morning till 3:00pm in the afternoon, we went to have lunch at 18 chefs~ lol I tried tangy tomato cheese baked rice today. We ended up discussing about our script before the food was served as well. Sigh, pw.

It's funny how we walked back to get our ice cream after we walked out. HAHAHA. Oh well, 不拿白不拿, Singaporean spirit~

lol I went for handball after so so long, I mean, there was a CCA step-down for Promos anyway.Today's training is one of the worst I swear.... Feeling shittier than ever. CCA is supposed to help me calm my nerves and de-stress, not to make me feel shittier about myself, nor to make me feel any less valued nor incompetent...... Maybe it's time to let go? I don't see why I should be staying at a place where my existence is of no significance anyway.. I've never liked it, and I am very sure I'm not the only person that's like that.

Have been feeling really stressed out lately, getting super moody and emotional as well. 原来是因为大姨妈来了（今天).... HAHAHAHAHAHA OK TOO MUCH INFO.

晚安

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