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Thursday, 13 November 2014
my first failure
I've failed many times in life, it varies from a class test to something as important as a friendship. But none of them is as bad as this. Why? Because all my previous failures are just minor set-backs that I know I can deal with because I know I've tried. I don't just give up simply. But it's not the same this time around, this is the very first time where I actually give up something without completing it. Will this be a right choice?... I honestly don't know. The future seems bleak, 2015 will be a really important year for me, but I really don't know what to expect, or what can i expect from the impending new year.I actually typed out quite a lot of stuffs, but I just, don't really feel like saying it anymore. I feel so tired of everything already. Right now, I just know that I've made this decision myself and I have my own reasons for doing so. And no, I actually do not really feel good about it. I'll get over it, I'll be okay. All the best in every match they participate in in the near future. It's been a (relatively) good one year with you guys. I think this best describes what I feel, except it isn't about falling for somebody.... I don't know. I always claim I hate people when I actually don't, I just do that so they'll not like me and I'll feel a little better. I'm weird. |