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Sunday, 13 November 2016
Maybe.
Maybe it is a little harder to make new friends when you get older.Maybe it is a little harder to get close to new guy friends because you're attached. Maybe it is just harder to click with people now. Maybe they're the ones just right in my life. Maybe. Maybe it was a mistake I refuse to admit to. Maybe I was wrong. Maybe we are all too selfish. Nonetheless, it still haunts me every now and then. I am still salty. I still want y'all in my life. These feelings are useless, unwanted, un-reciprocated. Why do I still have them? Maybe I just can't help it. Maybe I'm just somebody who can't let people go. Maybe I should grow up, even more. Maybe I just need time; lots of time Maybe, even a lifetime. // I hope I won't be regretting anything in the near future. I hope I will think through a lot more before doing, or rather, jumping into anything. It's about time to let go of these "If you don't do it, you'll regret it." and "Better to regret doing something than regret not having done something." mentality go. It's time to be rationale and think through carefully before taking any actions, for actions come with consequences. I hope I'll be brave enough to ask for your acceptance once again. If not, I hope I can suck it up and move on without looking back anymore. Not anymore. |