Saturday, 7 July 2018
Scarred
You actually fucked my life up pretty badly when you decided to ghost me and just disappear on me. Lol. I really thought we were gonna be the bestest of friends forever you know?That doesn't really matter to me anymore. Uhm, although I STILL feel like you owe me an explanation. lol. I deserve at least that alright? The worst thing about what you've done is that, you're making it super difficult for me to pour my heart out to people. Like, I know I have my REALLY good friends and best friends (other than you). But because of you, I just feel like, they're just going to leave when they are done with me. When they are done listening, like you were. Do you know how big of a fucking asshole you are? lol. Bet you don't even care because you have you're new bff, your boyfriend, your old friends so life is going so so well for you. You were the last person I actually expected to be so so selfish, but you are. And that makes it so hard for me now.. So so hard.. |