Tuesday, 5 June 2018
tick tock
Time is slipping away. I'm trying very hard to hold on to whatever that's left of these. It's so hard. - Sigh, with every passing day, I feel slightly more reluctant to depart for New York. I know it isn't like I'm not going to return after a year.. but life has been pretty darn unpredictable for the past 3 years. I really don't know what is going to happen within the next 1 year and that makes me so so afraid. I don't know what kinds of change to expect, and not knowing makes me paranoid. I hope people here will wait for me to come back.. I'm sick of people leaving. |